Times flies, and I'm entering the last week of university semester 1. That's quite scary not knowing how my days and weeks had passed and to know that I didn't enjoy school is kinda sad. Right now, I'm supposed to study hard to prove people wrong.

I don't score well doesn't mean I'm not capable, it just means because I'm a victim of the education system. It is really irritating and unjust to know that people cheat their way to the top, and I know how this is also true in the real world, but seriously? Because I'm in science, it always made me think about the debate we had in jc over science and ethics. Is that why they are opposing forces, and should only one prevails, the other will suffer terribly?

Because life is like that, I'm supposed to accept and move on? I rather not be in this rat race. I set out what I want, and so long as I do right even if average, it doesn't affect my chance of applying stuff of my interest, then I'm perfectly fine!

Don't mess with my plan.

Studying isn't just about meeting datelines and test dates, and grades doesn't determine your intelligence. I may not survive well in university as of now, but at least I manage to learn something out of it. My obsession over grades wasn't built on air but at least I managed to think out of it. Everyone hopes to do well, and I don't think I'm otherwise but I want something else out of my university life. I think I'll be okay with average results, cause this won't determine I'm ordinary. I'll get used to it, just give me time and send me some hope!

Thinking positively even though I'm not all that positive.

P.s: I just saw a comment that was left v long ago by some stranger, and it made my day that someone actually thought my posts were interesting. I want to do some random kindness act today!